Constructive Dementia!

Constructive Dementia

Growing up from toddlers to teens, we have heard and seen Heroes. Heroes embracing powers like inherited jewels; explaining us about responsibilities, choices we made and how to face the fear within. But how many of us actually come out of this Pandora of marvel studios oozing with morals ? I executive editor of Constructive Dementia, wrote this obituary of a man, common and pale, yet with implicit quasi of a legend unborn. A Hero who thought beyond morals. 

He was a man with normal ideas for most life time but in those little facets of imaginations where he expanded his hidden wings of self-discovery, he discovered something unusual in him. The word “Revenge” meant to him the motivation to live life. He said to me once, revenge in any form is good for us. Exuberant in his ways, he kept on explaining, the other side of revenge. He said revenge is a catalyst which makes you strong within, it keeps you going. According to him we take revenge because we want to prove our might to others and doing so we evolve. More than anything else we prove it to self. He also said revenge is not always negative as portrayed by most philosophers and historians around the world. Animals if cornered many times would not only resist even more, he would gain resistance against the action of being cornered. The process of resistance is a form of revenge which eventually brings in motivation of survival.

He died of a heart attack a day before, not because he was a drunkard or a fat chap but because he was in an endless pursuit to evolve as a mountaineer, he exhausted his body to new levels each time he climbed. Autopsy reports showed his body was evolved like animals and they never saw anything like that. The catharsis of his death although lied in his own childhood of a bullied kid and teenage of several broken relationships. He wanted to take revenge, a revenge to show world he reaches heights where no one else has reached. His revenge was not against the people who left him in tears and tatters; it was against his own psyche to evolve into a perfectionist. All I can say he may have died young, but he would definitely live in hearts of people like me who endorse constructive dementia. The little less talked soul within.

Sleep

Sleep :

Sleep is defined as a natural and periodic state of rest during which consciousness of the world is suspended; it’s a state of infinity , a state where the brain takes over body. There is no end to what extent you can go in sound sleep. Had there been no sleep there would not be any innovation in this world; sleep give rise to dreams and dreams realises into innovations. The biggest of theories were discovered in state of suspension i.e. sleep. 

Have you ever thought what gender of sleep is? : I think sleep is a girl, beauty of which is immeasurable and every girl on the world can’t defy the benevolence of sleep. It caresses and titillates every cell in body to reach state of euphoria.  The eternal charm, the endless eloquence, the pulchritude of her calmness cannot be painted or described in limited words. Another reason why i conclude the gender of sleep is the power she poses to control the world, no being can exist without sleep. She governs the mere existence of all living mortals. She is the goddess of existence. But on other hand sleep is also the face of morbidity, of death, of grief and pain. No emotion can replace the emotion of death, it’s a sleep no mortal wants, but cannot avert. It’s a sleep where the soul takes over the body, and breaks the bodily foundation. 

Moving forward, the radiance of sleeping child is the one even the god envy, it is a souvenir of peace, placid mind and subtleties of calm soul. Yet a corpse depicts the cacophony of wrath and anguish. I believe even the god had a sound sleep before discovering it and allotting it for living beings. Shakespeare described the seven stages of life in the most explicit ways, I believe sleep is the beginning and the end of mortality and to some extent even the immortals if any cannot evade the tranquillity of its existence.

Sleep is a blasphemy for indolent mind and blessing for dynamic mind. Saying this I believe we live in two worlds or may be many, because sleep is just a bridge to the other side of existence. Sleep is the ceaseless; it’s a state of suspension where you are standing in an aisle with infinite possible worlds. Here the aisle is the sleep and gateways are transcendental possibilities, you can choose from modest to secret unspoken ones. Once an old noble told me “Millions of spiritual creatures walk the earth Unseen, both when we wake and when we sleep” I deny, for mere reason of inundate odds.

 “It’s a spell of a great illusionist who walk around the earth when everything stops”-self.

Another great man once said: Sleep is like the unicorn – it is rumoured to exist, but I doubt I will see any. Another great man said a ruffled mind makes a restless pillow. I think even sages and saints spend entire lifetime to attain an eternal sunshine within them. Meditation is a cousin of sleep, both has same roots and functions.

what Precedes what ?

what do we feel ?
what do we act upon ?
what are our actions based on ?

Does our thoughts precedes our actions or its a phenomenon, one cannot describe - classic case -- " whats the cause of what". A random thought on this theory of "what causes what" below is a perception, which may vary to any degree of inception level , you want to pursue it or not, It is just my projections of my subconscious mind.

when we miss something , "missing" is the feeling we feel , "desperation" is the cause for it and feeling being a consequence , comes as emotional & hormonal secretions of chemicals in our brain which subdues/increase our blood pressure to cause anxiety as an action. "Desperation " is the sprint  we run on the treadmill of "change" we want. We burn out , increase metabolic rate  yet we are stationary demographically, only revolving in a straight line(when joined by two ends of phenomenon , makes a circle, a dejaavu ) , and finally when we reach the so called change ( calories used/time/distance) , we only start another trip to the next change we want. Thus the urge of never ending 'Wants' primarily held the process of catharsis of our own dreams we chase on for a better reality tomorrow , which is again a relative aspect as it lead to another genesis we chase.

 

On an whole a thought precedes a feeling and a idea precedes the thought . Ending up with quote from the Inception - " An idea is a resilient parasite placed in the unconscious mind of a subject , which defines or destroys him  , its like a cancer which grown upon as a thought "

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http://www.positiveaction.net/programs/index.asp?ID1=1&ID2=14&ID3=57
http://www.ncbusinesslitigationreport.com/articles/class-actions/
http://thoughtsnquotes.blogspot.com/2009/04/motivational-thoughts-miss-opportunity.html

Are We Part Of ................. ?

 We are destined !!!

Well its a question , a verse , a myth and a liven reality for millions around that Everything happen for good ? .But I am not quite acquainted with the validity of the phrase ?may be I am a pessimist and love to live I my little nest of negativity but Truth is No one has ever proved me the validity of the it. I think for all who believe that all happens for good, boost about it only when something better is formulated out of their pains ( of any dimension/aspect/sect of life). 

It may be a part of a bigger positive conspiracy by god to us , and we are suppose to behave the way we do rather we are made up like that when we were inculcated with the the feeling called "emotions" , it surpasses pragmatism in most cases. I think we need hope and motivation to carry forward and this phrase is catalyst for the it. But guess why we always expect a better end and come up smiling quoting this to all others around. hope hope hope:) . I myself is no alien to deny living it.

I guess there is good in all the wrongs happening in the world ,Rape, murder, molestations, accidents, riots, mob protests are scarcely few to name. But  can we prove them good .??? or we just believe that their(victims) name came up in Fraternity list( Quoted from Wanted -- movie , Hollywood) and thus were succumb to such catastrophically disturbing endeavors of life OR these heinous and self troublesome acts are part of nomenclature discrepancy .summing it up, they were destined to suffer but than we self contradict ourselves that all happen for good --according to which -- if someone is raped its for her betterment !!!!

I think we are all part of the bigger game , and are just mortals for some one who is playing it ; He/she is not emotional .He is a irrational player and plays indescriminately no matter if the results are forms of sufferings for us. But I guess its better to get motivated by this hope enriched phrase " whatever happen happen for a good"  and thereafter be pompus about it once the the result is postive ,because we dont have any other choice.

A tree tale

“ FROM A SEED TO STRONG TREE ”
 From a seed to a strong tree ,we engineers grow in 4 years ,it all starts will the tiny seeds laid in the soil of hostels ,1st time away from home all alone ,on there own, good or bad right or wrong …they tumble ,fall , get hurt a few times but grow, grow with there experiences .Days of home sickness slowly are curbed away from their minds. Time passes by, the seed grows into a small plant, they plays with the breeze, the rain of fun and frolics ,nourished  and nurtured by the winds and soil of studies and knowledge. Each season bring new surprises for him some gives happiness others hurricane of sorrows , but he resist and stand tall against all odds. And smiles as he knows he have friends and fellows who are with him always ,they give him power, the strength and manure of love and care .The adolescent sibling grow to a full grown tree as the years pass by ,each one trying to become taller than other ,better ,stronger then other ,the air is filled with competition to become best ,but once when he comes out of all the artificial happiness and rat race , he relax ,and happy to see his friends waiting for him, as a true friends would , and at this point of life when a new world  of glory , victories ,maturity & responsibility awaits them ,when they looks backs they see nothing but best 4 years of their life, the years which meant so much for them .definitely they say together “ those where the best days of their life”