I am A bad Writer !
Self Praise kept me going so far
I don't think, I ever raised the bar
Failed in all the attempts I made
In all those clumsy, lousy words I said.
Replications of a merely lost and confused brain
I interpreted everything wrong, be it love or rain.
To be Just another blogger, was my fault
Dream To be the ace, I could never open that vault.
Writing so far was nothing but a blunder
Perhaps, I say I am a bad writer.
My success stories were short and ethereal
I wrote for my girlfriend and spilled my heart
She left me mid way and punctured it by dart.
I wrote another poem, to show my agony
People said, I am an overdose and too phony.
Life kept me going, so did my female attractions
First in the row was a beauty queen
I wrote a love story, thinking it was never heard or seen
Frankly it was same old story on the screen.
I lost her too on the road to heaven,
I pitched another vodka shot, and lay raven
A guy and a gal, can never be friends
Over the years, all I can say this is the trend.
Perhaps, to drive love, I am a hasty biker
Or shall I say I am a bad writer.
Leave the girls; I was never good with them
I tried my luck on other branches on the stem
Then came a phase, I splattered my words in all possible directions
Making a mockery of literature, I think I finally got some perfection
My array of work ranged from politics to sex
I formed my stories, like candles out of wax.
A few of them went quite a mile
I am glad they brought a few to smile.
My writings are driven by happenings around me
Intend to judge things different amidst what I see.
Soon to realize, it’s the most common psyche
Perhaps, to rule the sky was just a dream,
Alas! I was called just another cynical flyer
Or shall I say I am a bad writer.
And now is the time, when the love is gone
Gone with the wind, and I sung my fav song
I lie in my bed, with a bottle of wine
With guilt of a writer who could never shine
They say to me, u tried too hard, with limited social art
My writings are the ones which never quit me
Or perhaps time has come quit as a brave fighter
Unlikely to quit ,Perhaps I say I am a bad writer.......
I Say I am a Bad Writer : S.D